Saturday, December 16, 2006
Love thing!!
Nothing but love.. hmm.. lagunya siy enak tp pa bener klo everything is nothing only love is something?!? There are so many question marks on my head. I got another photo about him and I just realize the day the photo was made is a day after I introduced myself to him.. huahaha.. I feel so embarrassed, but its quite funny. Anyway he doesnt look good on the picture but what do I care.. coz I didnt love his appearance, I love sumthin beyond that on him.. I barely can remember everything that ever happened to us on those days.. but the feeling is still there, it havent change.. the warm feeling, the cozy atmosphere when I try to get a glimpse at him, those eyes that would made my knee trembled, and I kinda missed it.. couldnt tell anyone that I still do, it would be weird. Which girl would love someone for two years and barely meet for almost a year, but I did.. I did!!! I guess I just have to keep it for myself.. and this blog.
I think its true when Nina said that Im closing my doors for anyone else. Didnt know why I did that. Dont realize why I did that. Dont care why I did that. Im waiting for someone whos smart enough to open it. If they wont try then I dont want them. Even when they could open it… its only my heart that would decide. Would I forget him for someone new or not? I dunno..
Love thing!!
Nothing but love.. hmm.. lagunya siy enak tp pa bener klo everything is nothing only love is something?!? There are so many question marks on my head. I got another photo about him and I just realize the day the photo was made is a day after I introduced myself to him.. huahaha.. I feel so embarrassed, but its quite funny. Anyway he doesnt look good on the picture but what do I care.. coz I didnt love his appearance, I love sumthin beyond that on him.. I barely can remember everything that ever happened to us on those days.. but the feeling is still there, it havent change.. the warm feeling, the cozy atmosphere when I try to get a glimpse at him, those eyes that would made my knee trembled, and I kinda missed it.. couldnt tell anyone that I still do, it would be weird. Which girl would love someone for two years and barely meet for almost a year, but I did.. I did!!! I guess I just have to keep it for myself.. and this blog.
I think its true when Nina said that Im closing my doors for anyone else. Didnt know why I did that. Dont realize why I did that. Dont care why I did that. Im waiting for someone whos smart enough to open it. If they wont try then I dont want them. Even when they could open it… its only my heart that would decide. Would I forget him for someone new or not? I dunno..
My World at 1:44 AM
