Sunday, May 27, 2007
These Marriages Thingy…
Recently everybody is getting married, people older than me, people younger than me. It’s like everybody is really into this marriage stuff. Well I wouldn’t call it just a stuff, but this marriage thing really shakes my nerves….because apparently it’s kind of scary thing for me, I’m totally knocked off when people starts talking about marriage.Giving my whole self and sharing it with another person is too hard for me to handle especially the part where you both have to stay together forever…maybe I’m too selfish but I still wouldn’t want to lose the control for my own life.
I know sooner or later it will hit me, but I’m saved for now because I’m the second child and seeing my sister being chased by my mother to get married is not a really great view. A friend said that it’s easy to give yourself in a marriage because you’re in love…jeez!!! how romantic it would be…well I guess I’m to stubborn to give myself…hyahaha…my parents would kill me if I said that and keep reminding me that like my sister I’m already old enough to get married too…oh…SHIT!!!!
Meanwhile next month there would be a lot of wedding reception that I have to attend. While my friends keeps those flowers the bride is wearing in her hair for hoping to be the next lucky bride, I’m gonna go to the desert table and eat a lot of pudding until I’m full and go home.
These Marriages Thingy…
Recently everybody is getting married, people older than me, people younger than me. It’s like everybody is really into this marriage stuff. Well I wouldn’t call it just a stuff, but this marriage thing really shakes my nerves….because apparently it’s kind of scary thing for me, I’m totally knocked off when people starts talking about marriage.Giving my whole self and sharing it with another person is too hard for me to handle especially the part where you both have to stay together forever…maybe I’m too selfish but I still wouldn’t want to lose the control for my own life.
I know sooner or later it will hit me, but I’m saved for now because I’m the second child and seeing my sister being chased by my mother to get married is not a really great view. A friend said that it’s easy to give yourself in a marriage because you’re in love…jeez!!! how romantic it would be…well I guess I’m to stubborn to give myself…hyahaha…my parents would kill me if I said that and keep reminding me that like my sister I’m already old enough to get married too…oh…SHIT!!!!
Meanwhile next month there would be a lot of wedding reception that I have to attend. While my friends keeps those flowers the bride is wearing in her hair for hoping to be the next lucky bride, I’m gonna go to the desert table and eat a lot of pudding until I’m full and go home.
My World at 7:43 PM
