These days I couldn’t really describe my feeling through words. Totally confuse about what I’m going to say...it’s already in my tongue but it won’t come out like a vomit that you hold on your mouth.
Okay, happy things first... • Holiday on lebaran • It’s almost Christmas which is always a good thing. • I have new cell phone • I have a huge salary for this couple of month • Big bonus, which I could saved up for college fee • Taking a long on leave next month for x-mas
Then the bad things • I’m doing multiple jobs since October • For two weeks on Sunday I have final test • Losing my money to pay for my clumsiness as a cashier • I haven’t meet my best friends since lebaran • Haven’t met Tari in a long time and now she’s already in Japan. • Having a partner whose very moody and make me feel like a total bastard